What is Death

Hi, just taking a stab, so to speak at what death is or isn't.  

Scientificially speaking death in the universe does not exist nor can
it.  The constant is change of never ending cycles of energy and mass.

Energy cannot be destroyed.

At best this dimension of planets, suns and assorted space debris and
being in the form of an animal, complete with cannine choppers,
landlords residing, is a really great character generator.

On we drop our mass, by the laws of physics we vibrate at a faster and
consequently higher frequency... because we can.  We can, by our will
leave anytime we want, and we can come back to being a human as long
as we don't stay too long.  I would not be here now if I had my
druthers and in essense I can leave at will, just like every other
lifeform in the universe.  We have the capacity to change into
something else, just not the knowlege although there ar juste some who
do know and understand the laws of the physical universe, many have
not a clue, the sitcom, six o'clock news crowd are unaware of what is
going on, they are still playing ken and barbie.  Until an extra
ordinary experience awakens them, the world is lobsided.  Those who
care and still know how to cry and those who's wondering which tie to
wear to the ball.

So, the earth experience generates character, what else?  The
inhabitants of this planet are insane, myself included.  Those who
find sanity can easily walk out, leave, depart, vibrate faster... and
most often do because dealing with insanity is a good character
generator.  Sorry I keep saying that but help me understand what else
it could be?

People ask me if I am happy, I tell them, hell no.  I don't  look for
happiness nor do I expect it and would think it inappropriate in this
dimension, no thanks.  I know that I will not be here forevrer and I'm
damn glad of that, who would want to be a flesh tearin' animal,
farting and baying at the moon?  Well, some humans may still bay.

If anyone goes to a doctor or specialist for depression, we all are
depressed because it is normal to be sad, look at the territory, the
world is a mess, always been a mess, character generator.  How could
one possibly not become depressed?  Anyone who tells you that you
should be happy, not depressed, tell them to piss off.  You have a
right to be depressed and so do I.  Now I could  bury my head in a
hobby or sport, music is nice, real nice, then be sort of happy.  I
could take a pill that has a jillion side effects and not give a shit.

I decided to face the events that I find myself in with as good a
spirit as I can muster.   In a sense, this life as a human reminds me
of a  large field of ripening flowers like in the movie, The Wizard of
Oz, only every so often and in random order, there are various types
of explosive mines.  Where is the map?  Character generator.

The are certain things that I know of which a person can do that will
help travel the field with as little pain as possible yet have an
interesting life.

My biggest help and extraordinary experience thus far has been my
total acceptance of what we call death but cannot be.  I didn't know
what would happen when I finally accepted it, not for sure, instead I
had a gigantic emotional to the core, pure energy climax that lasted
at least two weeks, strong.  It is still with me just as your
experience are with you and some are of a greater sum than mine but I
am learning.

I had to have a space enemy to get rid of all of the pure crap I was
taught as a child when my mind was in a very important formatting
state/stage.  I was taught bullshit.  Actually the enema call about
all on its own when my cornerstone broke into little pieces when I
realized that I was being lied to about the planet.

I realized at the moment I gave myself to the universe I was insane
and and had always been insane and somehow I felt better, now I
actually had something to work for.

When my cornerstone collapsed I was totally lost, totally, I could not
make a decision, if I were laying down, down I stayed for the longest
time, it was freaky.  Everytime the question "Why" came into my brain,
it was like being pierced with a hot poker, it was painfull.  I
remained in that state for many months, a friend was driving me to a
mental hospital, I screamed.  I had nothing, no cornerstone, not one
god damned truth I could build on.

My out was to find a truth in which I could rebuild my shattered brain
only stronger and easy on the bullshit.  That period in my life I was
afraid to die, very afraid so I looked hard because I really did not
want to give up my flesh for something lighter and more natural, I was
a kid, searching for the Id.

The truth from which I built my new cornerstone states:  Life will
always be.

I used binary logic to examine, either a yes or no anwser.  

We know that life exists in the universe, 100 percent so we have a 100
percent known base to build upon.

If all life in the universe ceased to exist at this instant then what
are the odds of life coming again during the course of eternity?  100
percent, bingo.
We know this because it exists now and would again given the length of
eternity no matter how long it would take.  If life did not come again
in a million trillion universal collapses (if enthropy is true), the
time of a big bang, energized matter being thrown out in a spiral
motion, runs it course and falls back into itself and begins again,
that length to the trillionth power, then from when life ceased to
exist to when it began again would be a twinkling of an eye, instant. 
Life has eternity on its side and here we are going hell bent for
leather like there's no tomorrow.

Life exists in many different forms because it can.

Get your character here on this wierd planet then go explore the
universe, make a kind statement.  Cheers -  Rod

P.S.  While we are standing in a bucket of shit, smile, think
positive, laugh at death, do life your way, use your energy to help
make a better world, teach someone who does not understand, one person
does make a difference in evolving to a more intelligent state. Let's
create a better world so a generation of children and those who follow
will live a kinder, more gentle way of life, like live together, be a
fellow crewmate to every other person on the planet, Carl Sagan may be
watching, I sort of doubt that he wants to be a human again any time
soon.  Character generator, planet earth, can I come home ma?