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I have been seeing things in the room with me for quite some time. It used to be they were firmly planted in my peripheral vision. Not easily glanced at; requiring a full turn of my head, a twist of my body to try and see what it was... ...But there was nothing ever there. I would see something moving, maybe it was the shape and size of a man, or maybe a shadow as small as a child, but always just out of the corner of my eye. A figure not in focus, not quite clear and always able to make me turn to try and see what it was. But there was never anything there. Nothing disturbed; no displacement of air or rustling of paper that would make one believe that anyone had darted away, or hidden under furniture, or behind a curtain, or in a closet. Just the lack of a solid object that must have been there, just a moment before I turned to look. Must have. Now everything has changed. The situation is different and this state of having uninvited company is beginning to bother me. They're no longer out of the corner of my eye. No longer a head turn away. Now, I'll be washing the dishes or typing at the computer and someone, perhaps something, is sitting just out of my line of vision. A mere glance away, an infinitesimal roll of the eye, a half a second look left or right, and I should be staring someone...it, in the face. A corner of my eye occupied by it, them, watching me should be easy to spot now. It should be but isn't. Ducking behind some invisible corner that I can't see around. Or feel. Or smell. Or touch. There are more of them. Something is crawling. Some...things are crawling. More than I can count. They are many and smaller than those who sit just out of my line of sight. I can see them slowly crawl just close enough, never quite reaching my hand or foot or arm or any part of me I can see without glancing directly at that body part. Just out of reach. When I look they too are gone. Unlike those that sit and watch, these slink and stalk me. They are always moving; they scurry and race from one point to another as if to get a better angle, a better seat in the audience. Following me into rooms or crawling quickly into my bed, before I get into it, only to not be under the covers or under my pillows...or in my hair...or in my mouth. But I can't help but think that's where they must be. That must be why I can never see them. Yet they are everywhere, all the time. They must be in me. Hiding in my corners. Watching me. "Wait. What's that over there? Oh. It's me." Grendel
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