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Hello all, I worked as a research associate at neurology department of a university at Miami, Florida. An event occurred to me last year and completely destroyed my belief in science. Two years ago, I was seeking a new lab to join since the grant I was getting paid was going to end very soon. On the interview for the new position, the professor mentioned to me that his hypothesis could lead to 10 published papers within one year. This minor detail did not caught much of my attention, however, was indeed hideous for the disaster happened later. After working in the lab for about half a year, the results I repeatedly obtained did not support his hypothesis. One time was acceptable. Twice was OK. But then, gradually, the professor started to act impatiently toward me. Till one day, a performance evaluation came to me with all item on it marked as the worst. My previous evaluations in another lab were never like this. Feeling unfairly treated, I argued with him. That argument did not change anything except now there was half-hour harsh criticism in his office every day. He did not dare to fire me because I was three-month pregnant at that time. So he was pressing on me to resign myself. The fight continued. Later the department get involved. After half a year, the department "persuaded" my boss to give a new evaluation but under the conditions that I must resign after giving birth to my baby. Facing pressure from my boss and the department and also for the safety of my baby, I signed the resignation letter in exchange for a re-evaluation and also to relieve myself from much of the stress I had gone through. Six months after my resignation I am still sitting at home unemployed. Looking beyond my personal issues, I wonder if this is indeed a crisis facing science and research. What is science about? Is science all about positive results? Is science all about publishing those positive results? Is science all about getting grant? Is science all about getting promoted? How many graduate students, research staff, postdocs, faculty fall victims to this wrong conception? Why nobody stands out and speaks the truth? Thanks, Tieyan Shang
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